For the first time in a while, I just don't know. That is all I have to say for myself. I am so lost in this world and the joy has been sucked from my life. I just can't do this life thing, I am not good at it. I want God, but I feel like I can't have him. I want some sign that tells me what to do, where to go, how to live. Today didn't help me with my faith...it just gets me more depressed and I struggle to be sincere with God, which isn't right.
I am again too stressed and tired to continue tonight. I wish I could get all my thoughts down, but there is no way.
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Brett,
Tonight I heard something that was incredible. In Joshua 6, Gideon tells God that he is too weak. and God replies, Go with the strength you have, and I will give you the strength you need. How awesome is that? All we have to do is go forward with what we have. We don't have to be perfect, or be on a spiritual high, we just have to stand with what we have and fight. I am tired right now too. Maybe it is senioritis...but I feel a lot of the same things you are feeling and it encourages me that if I go with the strength that i have, God will give me the strength that i need to fight whatever it is that faces me. For it is in our weakness that God is glorified.
Keep on trusting. I'm praying for you kiddo!
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